last week i’ve bought these from zara. again. i’m sure zara is very happy to have a customer like me *sigh* but the weather is so bad that i can’t even use the heels. summer is treating us bad. too much rain, so little sun and freezing cold, it doesn’t deserve its name.
but when the season gives you rain, you try to have fun and jump in the puddle. well, not literally, though. i’m not that crazy. weve been spending time home indoor. having bobob sleeping next to me all the time and keeping my feet warm under her fuzziness. harold has been studying for his exams. we still have to plan our itinerary for barcelona. gosh, another thing to do. the to do list never seems to end.
and as for my wedding ring, i gave up. i guess we’re not meant to be. harold said, the next time we find it, let’s just keep it in the drawer and just wear it during events. but what’s the point? i already have the other wedding ring stored away in the drawer because i’m too afraid of losing it and i love it too much and yeah, the cost of the ring could have been a down payment to a car. and what’s the point of having something but it’s just for keeps? i love wearing it because of what it symbolises. me - taken. by a man i love.
as much as i feel sad about losing it (mostly guilty. it was a lot of money lost due to my carelessness) i guess the ring feels that i’m not the right person to own it. i guess. it ran away quite a few times from my finger and heck, lots of hours of prayers and searching for it spent. but this time around, it’s nowhere to be found. i shed a tear last friday but that’s about it. i hope the person who found it will feel as happy as i’ve felt when i had it on every single minute of my married life. well, at least 1 year, 3 months of my married life.
and as for me, we went to h&m and bought a 7 ring set for eu4.95. he paid for the ring and we rushed out. i tore off the package and chose one. he put it on my finger and my finger doesn’t feel empty again :) at least i won’t feel guilty losing this one and if that is the case, there’s still 6 more waiting in my jewellery tray.