it’s a wrap

This week has been crazy. Work, personal, health. I got sick *yes. Yet again* it was -3 last wednesday and I walked in the rain from busstop back home. Tired of ruining another payung. And yes naz, baju hujan is plain ugly. I will never pakai :)

My work continues to surprise me. It’s non stop. But I’m amazed at how much I’m enjoying programming. How I can now appreciate the art. Ok I won’t lie klu kena choose kerja in fashion (especially shopping. Nad!! Klula dpt I tarik u sini sekali!) and the current I’ll choose fashion. Tapi manala pulak I nak cari kerja gitu. So far this job is satisfying

socially, more great food at events by friends in eindhoven. great company of course. but yeah, a day of chinese culinary then nasi kerabu the next. wahhhhh, i am so blessed. especially since i’m so hopeless at cooking malaysian food. and as for the studying for the driving classes, i’ve been swearing and cursing the computer screen everyday since i always answer the questions wrong. i have no idea if i can pass the exam on the 31st. please god let me pass. i tak nak retake and go through the stress of learning this again. this 1 month dah cukup pening.

But the highlight of my week would have to be getting tindakbalas from my previous post. I hate spewing such negative energy around myself and the blog so let me write this for the very last time, in general since I know you guys baca the blog so tak payah I nak message sana sini:

1. Don’t get me wrong, I welcome the feedbacks. In fact thank you for responding. In a way, it showed that u actually cared. Those are your opinions. And mine were different, no offense. I may or may not agree with urs. So if I told u that I don’t agree with you, then don’t take it wrong way. If I can respect ur opinions, please respect mine. If u hate my opinions so much, click on the x on the top right corner. I believe that I currently own this page that you’re reading at the moment. U don’t like it, please leave
2. That post was never meant to insult people, but merely to share experiences of mine that I felt were ridiculous. Tapi klu la ada yang terasa macam I ckp psl dia, org yg makan cili dia la rasa pedaskan? Klula betul I nk burukkan u, I akan include ur fb name, ur twitter name, dan details lain2 sekali. Even the initials x sama. Betul x? Don’t worry, blog I bukanla popular like blog xiaxua. Pusing2 reader I tang tu jugak. Just my closer friends
3. Yes I admit. Maybe it was bitchy. I am human after all. I never claimed to be perfect. I can be bitchy when I want to. I try to control it but control2 at times boleh je terlepas. But it boils back to 1 thing, ths is my space to express myself. Bad or good.
4. To those who questioned my method - why didn’t I confront this person personally instead of choosing to write the post? Well here’s my logic. I felt that I was being lied to. Do u think I can trust anything that is said to me after that? And what will I get out of confronting this person? More lies? No, I don’t need all that. As I’ve explained in the post. It’s not worth my time.
5. Thank you for the advices received. I appreciate them. Allah still loves me. I buat jahat tulis blog marah2 pun masih I dapat something good out of it. But I pun nak contribute jugak. Everyone should self reflect, take their own advice and use it as well.
6. One of the advices received was to check my facts. I stand by my words. I don’t lie. If this person feels that I’m lying, they should kindly scroll up a bit in their fb message history and read it through. Maybe they’ve missed it. Maybe they terdelete. Maybe they’re trying to cover up. Tapi apa2pun the reason, I’d rather trust my fb message history. It is more reliable than the ‘i say, you say’. If I was wrong, I apologize. Who am I to say I’m always right?

 

now that is it. this topic is officially over. tup tap tup tap dah isnin balik. damn. where did the weekends go?